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I Am 43 and I Like Me

By carolinekatie

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Today I turned 43. I’m in my 40s. I’m middle aged. I can remember high school like it was yesterday but it was 25 years ago. How did that happen? Where did my 30s go?

I’m 43 and probably the most comfortable I have ever been with myself. I probably know myself better than I ever have. I like being 43.

I have a son who is graduating from high school in two months. When I was graduating from high school, I had big dreams. I was going to be a civil engineer and travel to Africa and design sewer systems and develop water sources. Then I realized I didn’t enjoy those engineering classes and three colleges, three majors, and seven years later I was a teacher – an English teacher.

Seven years later and my lifeโ€™s plan was already on version 967. Throw in some failed relationships and it was version 1178.

So now I’m 43 and on version 3567. I am not living the life I had envisioned for myself and that’s ok. I am living the life I have been given. Sure, I would have liked a much easier one, but then I wouldn’t be the person I am at 43.

So who am I at 43?

Lagom Adventures - I am 43 and I Like Me!
I am Hunter’s mom yet so much more.

I am a multitude of things.

I’m a daughter, mother, sister, girlfriend (I hate that word– I’m not a girl) teacher, friend, and most recently an adventurer. But I don’t want any one of those titles to solely define me. I’m too diverse to wear just one label. Yes, I’m Hunterโ€™s mom but I am much more than just that. I want to be more than just that. I want to be ME.

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One of my favorite people I choose to adventure with – Aaron

At the moment that me is still continuing to change who I am, and I hope to continually evolve and change as a person. I don’t want to become stagnant in my life. I want to experience and live a life that leads me on new adventures and where I continue to learn. I am a student at heart.

It probably comes with age, like 43 years worth, but I am comfortable with who I am. I learned in my late 30s that only I can provide my own happiness. I have no problem going to a restaurant and eating alone. In fact I have no problem being alone. I like ME!ย I’m okay spending time with just ME. That’s not to say I don’t want other people in my life. I like having Aaron around, but I know how to make myself happy.

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I enjoy doing things alone.

So back to not becoming stagnant in my life, this blog we have started is pushing me to experience things I may not have done before. We must do this in the name of Lagom! With all these new adventures, the possibilities of who I can be are endless.

Lagom Adventures - I am 43 and I Like Me
We must do this in the name of Lagom!

If you would told me three years ago that I would be a hiker,I wouldn’t have believed you. But then Aaron and I did a few hikes then Katie and I did some hikes, and now I need to hike. Hiking is a part of me at 43. It makes me wonder how different I will be at 53. ย I am excited for the chance at a new and better me.

So if I am here to โ€œgive you a messageโ€ then I would say:

โ€œLike – even love yourself; embrace and make the most of the life you have at the moment; and always be willing to change and evolve because version 797, or whatever outrageous number you are on, just might be the best you yet.โ€

Lagom Adventures - I am 43 and I Like Me!
I like me!

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4 comments

  • Thanks for that, I enjoyed reading it. I’m turning 46 in November and can relate to things you said. Definitely on version 2587, or something. ๐Ÿ˜Š None of it has been what I pictured but I do like Me pretty well after all the years and paths I’ve been on, good and bad.

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